Beginning Of An End

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tonight is my country 50th independence day. so many program related to independence are made for this event.tonight the celebration is at dataran merdeka. After the U23 football team win the Pesta Bola Merdeka last night, all the football around the nation are completely happy after a decade my country failed to do that. i think that this independence day celebration is not whats in the mind of this country. although my country are independence, the mind are not.much of this people in this country didn’t bother their origin as westerners take a their mind,dress,music.

i am saying that not all people that celebrate this independence not really understand what does independence really meant. as i grow older,i realize that there are many things are not going not so right in this country. “the richer is getting richer,and the poor getting poorer”….see what i mean.my country got many races.there are something that needs to be done right here right now.

i just watch the news,where in malacca there was a village that was devastated after the pigboy(same like cowboy) destroy their river and make fucking smell. the school and the people near the pig ‘centre’ suffer a lot but yet the state authority still give the pigboy a chance again and again..we all know that pig is not a good animal and make noise and make smelly poop!!!

that is one of the many things that are not publicly publish.well..after so long i havent post in my blog..my schedule are really tight..my thesis..now i am quitting my part time as there are many things needs to be done rather than making some money.education first say my mom..i has been months i havent seen her.my dad are not in a good shape also.heart congestion.my dad heart are beating not like normal heart do.we all know heart plays major role in our body..plz pray for my dad long prosperity life.

arious….

Malaysia (IPA: ‘m?le??, ‘m?le??, ‘m?lesi?) is a federation of thirteen states in Southeast Asia. [1] The country consists of two geographical regions divided by the South China Sea:[2]

* Peninsular Malaysia (or West Malaysia) on the Malay Peninsula shares a land border on the north with Thailand and is connected by the Johor-Singapore Causeway and the Malaysia-Singapore Second Link to the south with Singapore. It consists of nine sultanates (Johor, Kedah, Kelantan, Negeri Sembilan, Pahang, Perak, Perlis, Selangor and Terengganu), two states headed by governors (Malacca and Penang), and two federal territories (Putrajaya and Kuala Lumpur).[3]
* Malaysian Borneo (or East Malaysia) occupies the northern part of the island of Borneo, bordering Indonesia and surrounding the Sultanate of Brunei. It consists of the states of Sabah and Sarawak and the federal territory of Labuan.[3]

The name “Malaysia” was adopted in 1963 when the Federation of Malaya (Malay: Persekutuan Tanah Melayu), Singapore, Sabah and Sarawak formed a 14-state federation.[4] Singapore was expelled from the federation in 1965 and subsequently became an independent country.[5]

Although politically dominated by the Malays, modern Malaysian society is heterogeneous, with substantial Chinese and Indian minorities.[6] Malaysian politics have been noted for their allegedly communal nature;[7] the three major component parties of the Barisan Nasional each restrict membership to those of one ethnic group. However, the only major intercommunal violence the country has seen since independence was the May 13 racial riots of 1969 that occurred in the wake of an election campaign that was dominated by racial issues.[8]

well as i am moving on..my pt’s are not putting money into my account as my study is only for three years..haha..good job..i went looking for a part time job guess what i found?..a pizza hut operator=p taking order for the delivery in every inch of malaysia(i think)..now i have worked for a week..it is a tiring work where you must be a very talkative person..i think i am gonna improve my english as i takes english and malay order.huhu..next two weeks i will only work for weekends.this week and next week gonna a blasphemy for me=p tires..thirsty..network-DOWN..

something is worrying me..my father is not looking pretty well..my bro called me and told me that my father is sick just like the first time he got the symptoms.Hope my father is recovering well..you know, old people doesn’t like getting in the way of their children..my father hide his pain for 2-3 month you see..we all know when he told mother he cannot sleep well…my father have a heart problem..long live my father!!!!!AMIN..

During my holiday in three weeks..the 1st and the 2nd week is the boring week until the 3rd week..hehe..there are good and bad things happened during the 3rd week..in the weekend of the 3rd week on saturday..my friend and i was supposed to represent my village which is felda air tawar 5 in futsal..the story begin like this….at my village i like to playing football in the evening but the football field looks like a forest where the bush are really tall..luckily there was a futsal court near the football field which was officially open by Dato’ Azalina.everyday i played there with my friends.then one of my friend told me if i am free on saturday(the last week of my holiday).of course i am free as i went back to KL on Monday.

My friend told me that Felda are organizing a tournament between all the felda village in Johor.I said i am on..then then time came for us to go to the tournament which was held in Felda Kledang.It takes about 30minutes from Air Tawar 5 to Kledang.When we arrive there at 8.45am, we register at the booth..then the nightmare begin.after we got the t-shirt for the tournament.the organizer call upon us to the registering booth.the problem starts when the organizer tells us that our village suppose to register futsal for lady not men.

What the hell is going on?!..as we are all confuse with the situation..our driver aka the manager called our “Pengurus Felda”.Did you know what does “Pengurus Felda” said?!..he said something like this..”Biase nye Air tawar 5 hantar futsal perempuan..”.The fault is you all must already know who right…There was an appointment before the tournament between “Pengurus Felda” which they will register what will their felda gonna played in and what gender..our “Pengurus Felda” registered the lady futsal but in the meeting with the air tawar 5 commitee “Pengurus Felda” mention nothing about the gender..idiot!!!!..I felt really2 down that time.We tried to convince the organizer to let us in but it didn’t work..they said that it gonna really cause lots of work..fuck Bureaucracy!!!

we tried all we can so that we can played in the tournament..but it was all wasting our time.huh..finally we decided to went back…only god know how does it felt like..i was really excited about this tournament but somehow i wasn’t able to played..so(infinity times) saddddddd…….after we reach our village,we went to my primary school because there were “gotong-royong” held..its been a long times since i took a visit to my childhood school..sweet memory huh!…

although i didn’t manage to played futsal, i manage to clear up my mind with the scenery of my childhood school..huhu…my story about futsal doesn’t here ok..next i will tell about futsal at night..arious amigos..

I close my eyes when it gets too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
I close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
I hope my Mom
And I hope my Dad
Would figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream
I hear them fightThey say bad words that make me wanna cry
I close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels that make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you’re little and the world’s so big
I just don’t understand
how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
and tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it’s all ok
I laugh a lot so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings I just don’t wanna go
I go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful some day

No no
I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No no
I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I don’t want to hear you say that I will understand some day
No no no no
I don’t want to hear you say that you both have grown in a different way
No no no no
I don’t want to meet your friend
And I don’t want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything

Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now…
No
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..
no
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now ..
no
I don’t want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now…
no
Please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now…

Everything is wonderful now…….
Everything is wonderful now…….
now
now
everything is wonderful now

Hello..it’s been a long 3 weeks with no post from me..i miss my blog not so much..hehe..my last weeks of holiday were really challenging my physical..i’ll tell later..not in the mood right now..arious